I parked my vehicle and hurried to avoid clocking in late again, and because the chilly wind of fall was blowing beneath my long skirt. A handsome guy exited the building and I admired his beautiful oak colored skin. He had a grounding and passive pace and I saw him slowly lift a cigarette to his lips. “Disconnected,” I thought. “That is his way of connection.” All the memories of my past compulsions flowed through my mind. All the ways I have strived for connection, filling the void, holding on to ecstasy. Oh, ecstasy! And immediately a question to myself: “Am I being generally prejudiced against those who have their own way of meditating/connecting?” I learned with Osho that any activity can be a meditation: running, smoking, working, having sex, etc. It is the alternative to practicing those activities in a compulsive way: surrendering to them instead of using them to escape to what is going on inside of us, in our emotions and psyche. Though, I must say, I have tried it with food and it has not worked. I use other tools for that. Nonetheless, this has worked for many people and at some point it worked for me with smoking. So, I wanted to share:
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Osho’s Smoking Meditation
A man came to me. He had been suffering from chain-smoking for thirty years; he was ill and the doctors said, “You will never be healthy if you don’t stop smoking. ” But he was a chronic smoker; he could not help it. He had tried — not that he had not tried — he had tried hard, and he had suffered much in trying, but one day or two days, and then again the urge would come so tremendously, it would simply take him away. Again he would fall into the same pattern.
Because of this smoking he had lost all self-confidence: he knows he cannot do a small thing; he cannot stop smoking. He had become worthless in his own eyes; he thought himself just the most worthless person in the world. He had no respect for himself.
He came to me; he said, “What can I do? How can I stop smoking?” I said, “Nobody can stop smoking. You have to understand. Smoking is not only a question of your decision now. It has entered into your world of habits, it has taken roots. Thirty years is a long time. It has taken roots in your body, in your chemistry, it has spread all over. It is not just a question of your head deciding; your head cannot do anything. The head is impotent; it can start things, but it cannot stop so easily. Once you have started and once you have practiced so long, you are a great yogi — thirty years’ practicing smoking. It has become autonomous; you will have to de-automatize it. ” He said, “What do you mean by ‘de-automatization’?”
And that’s what meditation is all about: de-automatization.
I said, “You do one thing: forget about stopping. There is no need either. For thirty years you have smoked and lived; of course it was a suffering, but you have become accustomed to that too. And what does it matter if you die a few hours earlier than you would have died without smoking? What are you going to do here? What have you done? So what is the point — whether you die Monday or Tuesday or Sunday, this year, that year — what does it matter?”
He said, “Yes, that is true, it doesn’t matter.” Then I said, “Forget about it; we are not going to stop it at all. Rather, we are going to understand it. So next time, you make it a meditation. “
He said, “Meditation out of smoking?” I said, “Yes. If Zen people can make meditation out of drinking tea, and can make it a ceremony, why not? Smoking can be as beautiful a meditation. “
He looked thrilled. He said, “What are you saying?” He became alive! He said, “Meditation? Just tell me — I cannot wait! “
I gave him the meditation. I said, “Do one thing. When you take the packet out of your pocket, for a moment go slowly. When you are taking the packet of cigarettes out of your pocket move slowly. Enjoy it, there is no hurry. Be conscious, alert, aware; take it out slowly, with full awareness. Then take the cigarette out of the packet with full awareness, slowly — not in the old hurried way, unconscious way, mechanical way. Then start tapping the cigarette on your packet — but very alertly. Listen to the sound, just as Zen people do when the samovar starts singing and the tea starts boiling, and the aroma. Then smell the cigarette and the beauty of it…. “
He said, “What are you saying? The beauty?” “Yes, it is beautiful. Tobacco is as divine as anything. Even Morarji Desai is divine, so why not tobacco? Smell it; it is God’s smell.”
He looked a little surprised. He said, “What, are you joking?” “No, I am not joking.”
Even when I joke, I don’t joke. I am very serious.
“Then put it in your mouth, with full awareness, light it with full awareness. Enjoy every act, small act, and divide it into as many small acts as possible, so you can become more and more aware.
“Then have the first puff: God in the form of smoke. Hindus say, ‘annam brahm’ — ‘ Food is God.’ Why not smoke? All is God. Fill your lungs deeply — this is a pranayam. I am giving you the new yoga for the new age! Then release the smoke, relax, another puff… and go very slowly.
“If you can do it, you will be surprised, soon you will see the whole stupidity of it. Not because others have said that it is stupid, not because others have said that it is bad: you will see it. And the seeing will not be just intellectual. It will be from your total being, it will be a vision of your totality. And then, one day, if it drops, it drops; if it continues, it continues. You need not worry about it. “
After three months he came, and he said, “But it dropped.”
“Now, ” I said, “try it on other things too. “
This is the secret, the secret: de-automatize. Walking, walk slowly, watchfully. Looking, look watchfully, and you will see trees are greener than they have ever been and roses are rosier than they have ever been. Listen. Somebody is talking, gossiping: listen, listen attentively. When you are talking, talk attentively. Let your whole waking activity become de-automatized. From: “The Orange Book.”
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Biografía en español ❦
Instructora de mindfulness, traductora, editora, columnista y poeta. Es graduada de la primera clase del programa Mindfulness Meditation Teacher Certification Program a cargo de los reconocidos doctores en psicología Jack Kornfield y Tara Brach. La certificación fue otorgada en junio de 2019 por el Greater Good Science Center, adscrito a la Universidad de California en Berkeley, en asociación con Sounds True.
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Ha enseñado mindfulness y self-compassion en Sagrado Global, el Centro Sofía y la Biblioteca Madre María Teresa Guevara, los tres en la Universidad del Sagrado Corazón en Puerto Rico; Insight LA en Los Ángeles, California; el Colegio de Dietistas y Nutricionistas de Puerto Rico, la Asociación de Industriales de Puerto Rico, entre otras instituciones.
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Comenzó a estudiar mindfulness en el año 2011 bajo la tutela de Robert Brumet en Kansas City, Missouri, quien estudió con el reconocido psicólogo Jack Kornfield, una de las figuras principales en traer el mindfulness y la tradición theravada del budismo (vipassana) a Occidente. Entre los maestros de mindfulness de Yaisha se destacan Brumet, Kornfield, Tara Brach, Kristin Neff (investigadora pionera de self-compassion), Chan Huy (quien estudió directamente con Thich Nhat Hanh), Lama Surya Das (contemporáneo de Ram Dass y Krishna Dass), Andrea Castillo, Francisco Gable, Bhikkhu Analayo, Guy Armstrong, las enseñanzas de Thich Nhat Hanh, Joseph Goldstein y Sharon Salzberg . Entre 2015 y 2016, vivió cerca del monasterio Deer Park en California, fundado por Thich Nhat Hanh en la tradición de Plum Village, donde practicaba todas las semanas y participó en tres retiros de mindfulness. Además, desde 2011 ha participado en 32 retiros o entrenamientos de mindfulness o vipassana con Brumet (2011-2015), Lama Surya Das (2012-2014), Chan Huy (2014), Sally Armstrong (2016), Christianne Wolf (2016, 2018), Jack Kornfield (2015, 2017), Tara Brach (2017), Kristin Neff (2016, 2018), Mary Grace Orr (fundadora de Insight Santa Cruz, 2016, 2018, 2020, 2021), Bob Stahl (exdirector de Insight Santa Cruz, 2016, 2018, 2020, 2021), Andrea Castillo y Bruni Dávila (Insight Retreat Center en Santa Cruz, California, 2019, 2020, 2021) Guy y Sally Armstrong (maestros seniors de Insight Meditation Society, 2020, 2021), Gil Fronsdal (fundador de Insight Meditation Center de Red Wood City, 2020, 2021). Pertecene a la sangha que dirige Mary Grace Orr. Ha pertenecido a las sanghas de meditación de Robert Brumet (2011-2015) y Mindful Heart Meditation Sangha (2014-2015) en Kansas City, Missouri; así como a Insight San Diego (2015-2016) en California, Four-Fold Sangha en Deer Park Monastery, en Escondido, California (2015-2016), el Centro Zen de Puerto Rico (2015-2018), el Centro de Zen Soto de Cupey (2018), Dharma en Español de Andrea Castillo (2019-2021). Estudió con la escritora y maestra interespiritual y Mirabai Starr en 2015, y tomó cursos de mindful writing con Amy Spies en Insight L.A. en Los Ángeles, California (2016, 2020, 2021).
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Antes de ser instructora de mindfulness, Yaisha Vargas fue periodista de "hard news" (1999-2008) para los medios WKAQ-Radio Reloj (1999-2005), Agencia Española de Noticias EFE (2003-2005) y The Associated Press (2005-2008). Recibió premios de la Asociación de Periodistas de Puerto Rico (2001 y 2007), el Overseas Press Club (2008) y la Fundación Laura Rivera Meléndez (2007). Tiene 13 años de experiencia en la cobertura específica de temas de salud holística (2008-2021).
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Entre 2010 y 2020 fue autora de la columna “90 días”, que se publicó en el periódico El Nuevo Día, en la cual narró la arrojada travesía de una buscadora espiritual para encontrar sanación total y un profundo sentido de la vida. Como parte de esa búsqueda, viajó a India, España, Missouri (EE.UU.) y California (EE.UU.). Durante sus viajes, conoció a más de 25 maestros espirituales y oradores de diferentes tradiciones espirituales; trabajó como asociada de oración de Silent Unity en Unity Village, Missouri, y como representante de servicio al cliente de esa institución.
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En 2012 comenzó a escribir para la revista Daily Word / La Palabra Diaria en Unity Village, Missouri, y entre 2013 y 2015 fue la editora asociada de Laura Roy Harvey, editora anterior de la revista. Daily Word / La Palabra Diaria ha sido publicada desde 1924, ha tenido hasta dos millones de lectores y se traduce a ocho idiomas. Como editora asociada, Yaisha estuvo a cargo de supervisar la traducción al español para los países hispanohablantes. También ha escrito artículos para la revista Vibra Bien Magazine, y ha traducido innumerables artículos y folletos para la Sede Central de Unity en Missouri. Sus poemas han sido publicados en El Nuevo Día y Daily Word/La Palabra Diaria.
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Oriunda de Puerto Rico, ha vivido en Valencia, España (2001), India (2010), Kansas City, Missouri (2010-2013); Unity Village, Missouri (2013-2015), y Escondido, California (2015-2016). Ha estudiado y practicado espiritualidad en ashrams, escuelas de yoga, monasterios, la Escuela de Cristianismo Práctico Unity y centros de meditación budista en las tradiciones theravada (vipassana), majaiana (zen) y tibetana.
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Ha estudiado varios tipos de yoga desde el año 2004 en Puerto Rico, India y Estados Unidos. Conoció a B.K.S. Iyengar en Puna, India (2010) y estudió con dos estudiantes graduados de sus programas de enseñanza. En Estados Unidos, estudió con Judith Lasater (2011), quien trajo la yoga restaurativa a América; con Aadil Palkhivala (2011), cofundador de Purna Yoga; con Kim Lacy (2011-2015), maestra certificada en el sistema Iyengar, y con Mary Obendorfer (2011), maestra senior del sistema Iyengar y codirectora del Centro de Yoga B.K.S. Iyengar en San Diego. También impartió clases de yoga restaurativa durante dos años en Puerto Rico (2008-2010) y tuvo estudiantes cuando vivió en India (2010) y en Missouri (2011).
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Nació en Santurce, Puerto Rico, en 1977 y pasó la mayor parte de su niñez y adolescencia en el pueblo de Trujillo Alto. Se graduó como la valedictorian de su clase de escuela superior en el Colegio Nuestra Señora del Carmen en 1995 y su puntuación del College Board estuvo entre las primeras cien de ese año. Fue editora del periódico escolar "Reflejos" y coeditora del anuario. También se graduó Summa Cum Laude de su bachillerato en Comunicación con especialidades en Periodismo y Telecomunicaciones en la Universidad del Sagrado Corazón en Puerto Rico (1999). Fue galardonada con la Medalla Pórtico y con la Beca "Fondo de Estudiantes Excepcionales" (FEE) de esa institución. Su nombre aparece en el Dean's List (1998). Estudió dos Másters en redacción de guiones de cine en la Universitat Autònoma de Barcelona (2001) y en la Universidad Internacional Menéndez Pelayo en Valencia (2002).
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Domina el medio de la radio y la oratoria, así como la redacción, edición y revisión de texto en español y en inglés. Ha traducido, editado y revisado traducciones, en trabajos tanto de libros como folletos, para Daily Word / La Palabra Diaria y la Sede Central de Unity en Missouri; la Oficina de Servicio Mundial de Al Anon Family Groups en Virginia; Barre Center for Buddhist Studies en Massachusetts; la Universidad de Zaragoza en España; la sede central de Centers for Spiritual Living, de la filosofía La Ciencia de la Mente de Ernest Holmes, en Colorado; el Center for Spiritual Living en Santa Rosa, California; Estudios Técnicos, Inc., en Puerto Rico, y Newsela Inc., en Estados Unidos.
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Escribe, edita y traduce en ambos idiomas sobre los temas mencionados. Ofrece sus servicios desde el sitio web www.amysticwriter.com.
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Mindfulness instructor, translator, editor, columnist, and poet. She is a graduate of the first class Mindfulness Meditation Teacher Certification Program directed by renowned psychologists Jack Kornfield and Tara Brach. The certification was awarded in June 2019 by the Greater Good Science Center at the University of California, Berkeley, in association with Sounds True.
She has taught mindfulness and self-compassion at Sagrado Global, Centro Sofía and the Madre María Teresa Guevara Library, all three at Universidad del Sagrado Corazón in Puerto Rico; Insight LA in Los Angeles, California; the Association of Dietitians and Nutritionists of Puerto Rico; the Puerto Rico Manufacturers Association, among other institutions.
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She began studying mindfulness in 2011 under the tutelage of Robert Brumet in Kansas City, Missouri, who studied with renowned psychologist Jack Kornfield, one of the leading figures in bringing mindfulness and the Theravada tradition of Buddhism (vipassana) to the West. Yaisha's mindfulness teachers include Brumet, Kornfield, Tara Brach, Kristin Neff (pioneering self-compassion researcher), Chan Huy (who studied directly with Thich Nhat Hanh), Lama Surya Das (contemporary of Ram Dass and Krishna Dass ), Andrea Castillo, Francisco Gable, Bhikkhu Analayo, Guy Armstrong, the teachings of Thich Nhat Hanh, Joseph Goldstein and Sharon Salzberg. Between 2015 and 2016, she lived near Deer Park Monastery in California, founded by Thich Nhat Hanh in the Plum Village tradition, where she practiced every week and participated in three mindfulness retreats. In addition, since 2011 she has participated in 27 vipassana/mindfulness retreats with Brumet (2011-2015), Lama Surya Das (2012-2014), Chan Huy (2014), Sally Armstrong (2016), Christianne Wolf (2016, 2018), Jack Kornfield ( 2015, 2017), Tara Brach (2017), Kristin Neff (2016, 2018), Mary Grace Orr (founder of Insight Santa Cruz, 2016, 2018, 2020, 2021), Bob Stahl (former director of Insight Santa Cruz, 2016, 2018, 2020, 2021), Andrea Castillo and Bruni Dávila (Insight Retreat Center in Santa Cruz, California, 2019, 2020, 2021) Guy and Sally Armstrong (senior teachers at Insight Meditation Society, 2020, 2021), Gil Fronsdal (founder Insight Meditation Center of Red Wood City, 2020, 2021). She belongs to the sangha led by Mary Grace Orr, and has belonged to several meditation sanghas, including Dharma en Español, led by Andrea Castillo (2019-2020); Unity sangha led by Robert Brumet (2011-2015) and Mindful Heart Meditation Sangha (2014-2015) in Kansas City, Missouri; as well as Insight San Diego (2015-2016) in California, Four-Fold Sangha at Deer Park Monastery, in Escondido, California (2015-2016), Centro Zen de Puerto Rico (2015-2018) and Centro de Zen Soto de Cupey (2018). She studied with interspiritual writer and teacher and Mirabai Starr in 2015, and took mindful writing courses with Amy Spies at Insight L.A. in Los Angeles, California (2016, 2020, 2021).
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Before being a mindfulness instructor, Yaisha Vargas was a "hard news" journalist (1999-2008) for WKAQ-Radio Reloj (1999-2005), EFE Spanish International News Agency (2003-2005) and The Associated Press (2005 -2008). She received awards from the Puerto Rico Journalists Association (2001 and 2007), the Overseas Press Club (2008), and the Laura Rivera Meléndez Foundation (2007). She has 13 years of experience in specific coverage of holistic health topics (2008-2021).
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Between 2010 and 2020, she was author of the column "90 days," published in the newspaper El Nuevo Día, which recounted the courageous journey of a spiritual seeker to find total healing and a deep meaning in life. As part of that search, she traveled to India, Spain, Missouri (USA) and California (USA). During her travels, she met more than 25 spiritual teachers and speakers from different spiritual traditions; worked as a Silent Unity prayer associate in Unity Village, Missouri, and as a customer service representative for that institution.
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In 2012, she began writing for Daily Word / La Palabra Diaria magazine in Unity Village, Missouri, and between 2013 and 2015 she was the associate editor of Laura Roy Harvey, former editor of the magazine. Daily Word / The Daily Word has been published since 1924, has had up to two million readers, and is translated into eight languages. As associate editor, Yaisha was in charge of overseeing the Spanish translation for Spanish-speaking countries. She has also written articles for Vibra Bien Magazine, and has translated countless articles and booklets for Unity World Headquarters in Missouri. Her poems have been published in El Nuevo Día and Daily Word / La Palabra Diaria.
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Originally from Puerto Rico, she has lived in Valencia, Spain (2001), India (2010), Kansas City, Missouri (2010-2013); Unity Village, Missouri (2013-2015), and Escondido, California (2015-2016). She has studied and practiced spirituality in ashrams, yoga schools, monasteries, the Unity School of Practical Christianity, and Buddhist meditation centers in the Theravada (Vipassana), Majaiana (Zen) and Tibetan traditions.
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She has studied various types of yoga since 2004 in Puerto Rico, India and the United States. She met B.K.S. Iyengar in Puna, India (2010) and studied with two graduate students from her teaching programs. In the United States, she studied with Judith Lasater (2011), who brought restorative yoga to America; Aadil Palkhivala (2011), co-founder of Purna Yoga; Kim Lacy (2011-2015), certified teacher in the Iyengar system, and Mary Obendorfer (2011), senior teacher in the Iyengar system and co-director of the B.K.S. Iyengar in San Diego. He also taught restorative yoga classes for two years in Puerto Rico (2008-2010) and had students when he lived in India (2010) and Missouri (2011).
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She was born in Santurce, Puerto Rico, in 1977 and spent most of her childhood and adolescence in the town of Trujillo Alto. She graduated as the valedictorian of her high school class at Colegio Nuestra Señora del Carmen in 1995 and her score on the College Board tests (the local SAT's) was in the top 100 that year in the island. She was editor of the school newspaper "Reflejos" and co-editor of the yearbook. She also graduated Summa Cum Laude from her BA in Communication with specialties in Journalism and Telecommunications at the Universidad del Sagrado Corazón in Puerto Rico (1999). She was awarded the Portico Medal and the "Exceptional Students Fund" Grant (FEE) from that institution. Her name appears on Dean's List (1998). She studied two Master's degrees in film script writing at the Universitat Autònoma de Barcelona (2001) and at the Menéndez Pelayo International University in Valencia (2002).
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She is proficient in radio and public speaking, as well as writing, editing, and proofreading in Spanish and English. She has translated, edited and proofread translations, in both book and pamphlet works, for Daily Word and Unity Headquarters in Missouri; Al Anon Family Groups World Service Office in Virginia; Barre Center for Buddhist Studies in Massachusetts; the University of Zaragoza in Spain; the Centers for Spiritual Living headquarters of Ernest Holmes's Science of Mind philosophy in Colorado; the Center for Spiritual Living in Santa Rosa, California; Estudios Técnicos, Inc., in Puerto Rico, and Newsela Inc., in the United States.
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She writes, edits, and translates in both languages on the topics above. She offers her services from the website www.amysticwriter.com.
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Està genial, me lo he leído por partes con ayuda del diccionario, entiendo poquisimo el Inglés, me ha encantado, siendo consciente siempre a la hora de hacer cualquier cosa, me ayuda muchisimo con mi adicción al cigarro. Un abrazo y gracias Samadhi Yaisha.
I parked my vehicle and hurried to avoid clocking in late again, and because the chilly wind of fall was blowing beneath my long skirt. A handsome guy exited the building and I admired his beautiful oak colored skin. He had a grounding and passive pace and I saw him slowly lift a cigarette to his lips. “Disconnected,” I thought. “That is his way of connection.” All the memories of my past compulsions flowed through my mind. All the ways I have strived for connection, filling the void, holding on to ecstasy. Oh, ecstasy! And immediately a question to myself: “Am I being generally prejudiced against those who have their own way of meditating/connecting?” I learned with Osho that any activity can be a meditation: running, smoking, working, having sex, etc. It is the alternative to practicing those activities in a compulsive way: surrendering to them instead of using them to escape to what is going on inside of us, in our emotions and psyche. Though, I must say, I have tried it with food and it has not worked. I use other tools for that. Nonetheless, this has worked for many people and at some point it worked for me with smoking. So, I wanted to share:
A Mystic Writer 
Està genial, me lo he leído por partes con ayuda del diccionario, entiendo poquisimo el Inglés, me ha encantado, siendo consciente siempre a la hora de hacer cualquier cosa, me ayuda muchisimo con mi adicción al cigarro. Un abrazo y gracias Samadhi Yaisha.
Great little Osho story – love that man! His teachings always ring true to my soul, and I can really relate to this one 🙂